Thursday, October 30, 2008
Welcome to the Fight
Just got home from the Texas Benefit Dinner for International Justice Mission (ijm.org) and have just now after a few hours processing what we saw and heard...come back down to earth. Sort of. Is it normal to learn about slavery and oppression and feel an overwhelming desire to run headlong into the fight. It's a bizarre sensation. Vibrating like a tuning fork in anticipation of what God is gonna do with us.
My heartbreak for forced prostitution was made complete in Budapest and I was a part of a start up anti trafficking taskforce. Our aim was to get our structure together to attract IJM or something like it. I lined up behind the autograph seekers and practiced "Nice to meet you Mr. Haugen. Please come to Eastern Europe."
Believe it or not he gave me a few names and his email address and told me to write and he would put me in touch with others who have the same idea.
I also talked to one of the IJM staffers who was at the benefit and asked if we could volunteer at their office in Chaing Mai, Thailand, while we are there next week. We exchanged info and she promised to put me in touch with the office. She said the work they do is not "exciting" because after their office was established there, they documented a 90% decline in forced prostitution and so now they mainly do follow up and help victims with citizenship issues.
My mom will be happy to know the extent of our involvement will likely be stuffing envelopes or licking stamps. Which is just fine by me.
Friends and Family please do pray for us while in Thailand. We will be leading worship for a missionary training conference and will be of course leaving Sydney with friends and family :-) Please pray for her peace and comfort as well as travelling mercies for us (read: Houston to Tokyo to Bangkok to Chiang Mai....phew!)
My inspiration is totally renewed and I am so excited for...something. Just not sure what exactly.
Love,
Cameron
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
New Leaf
Maybe it's the weather but there is a newness in the air. A new season, yes, definitely, but it feels like more than that. Had an epiphany lunch today (thanks Kim). Left feeling like "Maybe I don't have all the answers and that's ok".
On a shallower note (is that a word, wait of course not, I know "shallower" is not a word) I am definitely getting my hair cut this week and I am excited. I get into these phases where I want to dye my hair a different color or cut it a different way constantly. I think I can get addicted to "new" a little bit.
I'm going to go not watch election coverage.
Blessings,
Cameron
Monday, October 20, 2008
the clothes we wear, the miles they travel
Obviously today was one of those days for me. It was very much like how I experienced our street outreaches in Budapest. At the beginning of the outreach as we'd gather in the park, just a rag tag bunch, to pray and plan inevitably I'd think "there's no way something amazing is going to happen today. Everything today is just so...ordinary." Inevitably, it would be anything but ordinary.
Tonight, another rag tag bunch gathered to commune under the auspices of Jesus. At Brasil, an uber hip coffeehouse in Montrose, over the music, airplanes and traffic and in the near dark of the patio 11 of us (strangers to each other for the most part) gathered. It was transformational. It's amazing what God can do with our 'just one cup of water and a little oil and flour.' With the little we have to give he can make miracles and as far as I am concerned he did that tonight. So thank You. God. You rocked it.
Love,
Cameron
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
memories
Reconciliation in
When we arrived in
I had gone on my very first mission trip less than a year prior and was so transformed by it, that my husband Matt and I decided to move our family to the ‘mission field ‘ the following summer. We were greeted by our now dear friend Steve Johnson, who patiently loaded up our myriad bags and listened to our excited, sleep deprived chatter as we drove to our new home in the lush 11th district of Budapest.
As the summer flew by and the foreign became familiar we had the privilege of working with a number of short term teams who had come from the States. All had come like we had, to spend a week or two or three or 10 (in our case) serving the ministry of YWAM Budapest. Eager and passionate, each person had unique gifts and were clearly called by God to be there, at that time.
As each team arrived we were jolted from the delicate cocoon we had created of assimilation; speaking as little English as possible, investing in real friendships with local Hungarians- mostly non Christians, building community with the coffee and sandwich vendors we visited every day. Suddenly our low-key identity was blown and we were once again Christians from
But here’s the amazing part. The first person we really connected with and were able to share the Gospel with, was an American backpacker from
Marcus spent many evenings talking to his father on Skype, telling him of the Christians he’d met in
Matt and I spent many hours around the kitchen table talking with Marcus and praying for him. Praying for reconciliation with his father, but most importantly, praying for reconciliation with his Father in Heaven.
The evening before Marcus was scheduled to leave
I had never had the privilege before of leading someone in prayer to the Lord and if I never do again it will be ok. God’s grace and power was so evident in that moment, the thrill of seeing Him so present and so active it will surely last me a lifetime.
What I want to say, what we want to say, is THANK YOU, all of you who prayed, who wrote, who supported us in our mission to
-Cameron and
Friday, October 10, 2008
A rare and shining moment
I don't really know how I can even vote in this election. I am totally baffled at how there seems no choice. Is Nader running in this one? I saw him in an old episode of Sesame Street the other day I was watching with Sydney. I think we'd actually be better off with someone who can hold there own with Big Bird.
Someone once said it's impolite to talk about politics and religion. Hmmmm. I guess I lose there.
On a lighter note I had a blast today with Sydney- we went to the park, rode the train, had lollipops, played with bubbles. By the end of the day we were stuffed, happy and exhausted. I can never get enough of the smell of her hair, or is it her forehead. That smell that is "your child." My mom still does that to me. Smells my head or kisses my forehead. It must never go away, that passionate protective reverie that a mother has for her child. I am actually really grateful for the time we have just the three of us. Alot of people ask me when the next baby is coming, but we are just so happy with this one. We want her to have a little more time with our undivided attention.
I'd like to post a little piece I wrote for the Grace Quarterly about Budapest. I will do that tomorrow... that's all for now...
Love, Cameron
Monday, October 6, 2008
What God has joined together...
It was such a beautiful wedding; in no small part due to the trials the couple went through to get there. There original venue went out of business and ran off with their deposit! Amazingly, in two weeks time they put together a gorgeous wedding - and we were so blessed to lead worship a bit for it. PS. My inner dialogue has an Irish accent now. Weird.
Love,
Cameron
Saturday, October 4, 2008
new direction since lunch
But back to Mom. She is beautiful, smart, genuine, unapologetic, sensitive, creative, encouraging and inspiring. Mary Loving! Happy Birthday!!!!
Love, me
proof that I am real
So I went to this web seminar, a uh, er, web-i-nar... about social networking sites and social media and all this and the very learned man who officiated (way to go Ed) said something like, you must blog off topic occasionally to prove that you are real.
So here goes. I am currently OBSESSED with the MoMa Design Store catalogue (that's Museum of Modern Art for pleb's like me.) I bought this really gorgeous "ghost clock" designed by Yee-Ling Wan in 2005. Quite affordable and it's my very own art-clock. Early Christmas present to self. Art-clock. Yipee. It's amazing how beautiful things can make you feel, well, amazing. Here's where I digress back on topic for a second. There is no doubt that art is divine. In my mind at least. As is science, the universe, the cosmos, etc. The latter which absolutely functions by set terms and conditions but which functions with said myriad terms and conditions nearly perfectly. Designed by a master.
Ok, back to "off topic." I bought a piece of art once before and left it in the house in Pittsburgh I lived in my senior year. That makes me a pretty big looser. It was a giant modern tribal drawing by an artist named Thomas Campbell who I think is quite famous now. I am sure it is probably worth a bundle. Too bad it's in the basement of a house in Pittsburgh. He is quite nutty, the artist, but clearly amazing. I had a friend who owned an art gallery on the lower east side (NY) who sold it to my mom - who gave it to me for my 19th birthday. I think it was $300.
Oh well, perhaps this little clock will start my collecting affordable modern art a-new.
Love,
Cameron
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
burnt popcorn
We all have that something odd about us, that makes us, well, us. Mine is burnt popcorn. Among other things of course, but that's the one I am thinking about right now.
I am also thinking about Budapest. I have a pit in my stomach when I see pictures or here it spoken about that kind of feels like love sickness. My friend Simona posted some pictures and I can see that Fall is in full swing. Everything is blue and gold and ivory.
This picture is one of my favorites. I believe I was saying "Stop doing American Church!" I even issued a disclaimer before doing this devotional/ teaching at YWAM in Budapest. It is amazing how bold the Spirit made me/us over there. I think this is absolutely my favorite picture ever take of me.
I am a bit better on my relationship with JC these days. A bible study looks promising for Monday nights. Reading- mostly Proverbs (and ok, vampire novels, but I'm trying) and praying- mostly for my neighbor, and myself.
I want to apologize for being terrible at sending thank you notes. I wanted to send a letter to everyone who supported us in Budapest and had planned to do it as soon as we got home. Life became insane and has not really calmed down. I promise to do better than thank you notes. Hopefully we can send everybody a letter that will also talk about what's next! And hopefully soon.
Ok, the vampire novel is calling. And it's set in Eastern Europe. But after a few Proverbs, I promise :-)
Love, Cameron